Jul

.Eardrums in Distress

Until now, I’m having the aches on my arms and legs from yesterday’s activties. I have no idea whether it’s from the gym or from the hours of dancing.

Just before I stepped out of the house, I received Jerica’s msg asking me to be in club-suitable way just in case we have to succumb to temptations. Indeed, even before we left the house, I guessed..we would really go. Sometimes it’s really hard to resist SUCH temptations especially during holidays AND free-time.

Shopping was great. A wonderful achievement for myself coz I bought nothing. An absolute nothing. But still, we went around the boutiques enjoying the wow-ness by the branded ..And I think the both of us agreed, just like any other things, once you’re up the ladder…you’ll be very reluctant to go down again.

My Own Obsession first.

Looking at my own pics, I have to digress a lil…Sis just chatted with me online with the regards to the nightmare she had last night that made her couldnt sleep. She dreamt that I passed away before Cheeky comes back. (Aww, this is so sad!) And my mum actually selected my PRIMARY SCHOOL pic as my funeral pic. She wanted mum to change the pic but mum said it requires another 100 bucks to change one.

And she said there’s lotsa flower wreath with my big head photos on it from friends etc. (hahas, and i told her..everyone knows I’m so self-obsessed) And the next thing she told me was…Cheeky flew back immediately to attend the funeral and cried damn badly. (hahas)…

Very funny dream I thought. Nevertheless, I showned her some pics which I have QC-ed and think it’s appropriate to be used for the funeral pic if I really die. hahahahs.

Glowing

Oh yes…to ensure that we can get in…we have already reached there by 930pm. And the queue was already so long..snaking past the valvet car park. We thought we wouldnt have a chance to get in. And now I know why reaching at 11+ is a almost-sure-no-chance to get in. Oh the night’s music got quite sucky at times…Jerica and I stoned for a while when they played trance and techno. Oh my goodness~

And everytime during club… I’m so entertained by people’s pick-up. I have to admit that they are damn irritating coz they make you have to change your dance spots constantly. But the way they pick-up…comes in all sorta ways besides the usual bored ones. Like this guy that told me,” No, I dont pick-up in club”..so i replied “and what are you doing now?” It’s so bad that i turned violent for the night..elbowing guys away. I thought it was kinda rude, but since words dont work..
And ther’s other funny stuff today…would be endless to summarise em here.. *hahas.

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Feb

PHUTURE – 13 FEB 08

Hit Phuture with Jerica on Wed. My first time there.

Ladies in the mirror

In the ”starry-like’ ladies

P-Phuture

Phuture was really fun! The dancers so much more vibrant, so many more better dancers. But what I observed is the proportion of guys to gals seems abit overwhelming uneven.

Immediately i sensed the difference when we were surrounded by a group of guys when we hit the dance floor. As if telling us, “no mercy” hahas.

Somehow or rather, I had guys telling me im underaged. Sth which i cannot understand why..

Our Apple Shooters

I think something is quite wrong with me. I dunnoe why when i was dancing,when i was observing others.. i kept thinking bout other hmm..solemn stuff.

Candy – one of the new friend

The process of socialisation came to my mind. Questions pop in my mind, which is damn damn weird!

Is socialisation based on the merit of chemistry, appearances, dancing or simply lust? Of coz, i know that im asking a stupid question in a place like club. But I just got that gut feel that some ppl just take on any people that approach them. Some people just got to show their worth by showing that they have the ability to attract and even to the extent of french kissing. omg* Yet i think that by trying to prove their worth, they become worthless.

And i just wonder why doesnt some gals love themselves more. To be held by the waist and dance and before you know it, his hands are on somewhere else and ur lips are on his. Isnt kisses supposed to be passionate, a connection between 2 souls? hahas, and the funny thing is someone can use hands gestures signalling us to go away when they kisses. It’s just…amazing.

Are people trying to act decent when they are outside and then come to the stage of being wild and start doing what they normally dun do out of a club. .?

okae,i dunnoe but thats how club is, i think. hahas

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